so scratch those last 2 posts...things don't always turn out the way you hope for them to. oh well, life goes on.
in bill and i breaking up, i got to be there with my maggie mae on her last days. that in itself means more than anything to me. my dog was my child, and i miss her terribly. words just can't seem to express the hurt i feel in losing her. she wil always be with us, in heat and in sight. her ashes sit on the mantle, so we never have to be without her.
also, in losing maggie, i think i gained back a part of me that has been gone for a while. i reconnected with someone i used to call my best friend. no, not lacy. it will never be lacy. it's christine. even though we used to fight like nothing else, she was a huge part of my life for a really really long time. she encouraged me to go back to school when i thought that would have been impossible. she and i have a lot of things to work through, but i'm happy to have her back. i don't know if we'll ever be the way we used to be, but at least she talks to me now....
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Monday, June 8, 2009
life...
has been kinda stressful the last week or so.
my dog is sick. and we don't know how much longer she will be here. they know it's not her pancreas and that her gall bladder is inflamed, but she still could turn for the worse. yesterday she pooped for the first time in a week, so that was a big improvement. i'm still scared though.
the BF has been going through a lot with his job and friday they finally laid him off. so now he's stressed about money and i'm just tryintg to be the best girlfriend i know how to be. he knows he can come to me for anything and i will do everything in my power to help him. he's really talented at what he does, so i'm sure he won't be out of work for long. cross your fingers!
on a really good note....i bought his birthday present, and he's so excited about it. he keeps telling everyone (i'm bad at surprises, so he knows about it) wanna know what it is???
drumroll.....
i'm taking him to see DANE COOK!! (be jealous, abby! i get to see the thighs in person!) i'm really excited about it to. i also got him tickets for the chee weez at HOB on the 27th. he's such a groupie.
school started last thursday. only 3 summer classes, but man they have a lot involved in them. i have a paper due every monday for my old south class, and lots of quizzes in macroeconomics, and projects coming out of the butt for health and safety education. goodbye summer! hello books!
that's all for now....i'll update more later!
my dog is sick. and we don't know how much longer she will be here. they know it's not her pancreas and that her gall bladder is inflamed, but she still could turn for the worse. yesterday she pooped for the first time in a week, so that was a big improvement. i'm still scared though.
the BF has been going through a lot with his job and friday they finally laid him off. so now he's stressed about money and i'm just tryintg to be the best girlfriend i know how to be. he knows he can come to me for anything and i will do everything in my power to help him. he's really talented at what he does, so i'm sure he won't be out of work for long. cross your fingers!
on a really good note....i bought his birthday present, and he's so excited about it. he keeps telling everyone (i'm bad at surprises, so he knows about it) wanna know what it is???
drumroll.....
i'm taking him to see DANE COOK!! (be jealous, abby! i get to see the thighs in person!) i'm really excited about it to. i also got him tickets for the chee weez at HOB on the 27th. he's such a groupie.
school started last thursday. only 3 summer classes, but man they have a lot involved in them. i have a paper due every monday for my old south class, and lots of quizzes in macroeconomics, and projects coming out of the butt for health and safety education. goodbye summer! hello books!
that's all for now....i'll update more later!
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