yay...

i ahve a school buddy tomorrow! megan is spending the day with me trekking around UNO!

i have never really connected with a post secret until today. i saw this postcard and almost started crying. all my life, i have fought with myself about my stutter, and i normally lose. i almost am afraid to be a teacher, because my job will revolve around talking, and i'm scared that students will make fun of me about my stutter the way the kids did when i was young. it scares the crap out of me.

most people that i know now, don't even know that i stutter, so that makes me better. and when they fond out that i do, in fact, stutter, a lot don't believe me. i work hard everyday to hide it from people, and it makes me happy that it works.

8 days....

til i get my new phone! I have been searching and scouring everywhere for the one i want. i knew i didn't want a smart phone anymore (i'm trying to downsize my bill. i don't need all that stuff). i also knew i wanted a touch screen, and i did NOT want an iphone. i had my heart set on the samsung eternity. well not anymore.

on april 7th, at&t came out with the samsung impression! it's this amazing touchscreen phone with a slide out qwerty keyboard! exactly what i wanted originally. i wanted the at&t quickfire, but about 6 months after it came out, it was recalled, because of faulty batteries.

when i laid my eyes on the impression, it was love at first sight. i did all my research, and compared it to the eternity. it has everything the eternity has (minus the bottom illumination--i can live without that) AND it has the slide out keyboard. and it has the ability to use the touchscreen keyboard, if i so choose. it will be perfect for texting in class (not that i do that or anything, mom!) because the keys won't click and make a lot of noise! yay!!

april 19 is a very important day. it's the day i break up with oliver, my trusty little blackjack (yes i name my phones!) and adopt a new best friend for a while. i don't know what i'll name it yet. don't get me wrong, oliver was wonderful to me and i'll never forget him, but it is time to downsize. he's very expensive!

drunken 16 yr olds...

really freaking annoy me. what kind of parent would willingly give their child that much alcohol and then let her go off to dinner with her teammates. i know i had to be there, since i'm a part of the team, but come on! really?! are you really going to blame me for you dropping your mountain dew and it pouring all over my cell phone and new camera?!?!?!?!

i act like an adult and even when i'm drunk, i can act more responsible. i just don't get it.

that is all...

boom boom pow

i was supposed to finshed the dance for boom boom pow yesterday. that didn't happen. my stomach just wasn't cooperating with dancing. i don't know what it was. jen and i are gunna finish it today after school. it's really good so far, i just hope the girls can keep up with it. most of them can. i just worry about a select few. i mean, really, what is so hard about a ball change. i don't get it. it was one of the first things i learned in dancing. whatever.

ok it's time to get ready for school. i was just thinking about all of this, and felt the need to vent.

graduation...

may be coming a whole lot sooner than i anticipated. if i take the intersession class, 10 hours in the summer and 15 in the fall , i'll be a senior by the time fall semester is over. then, i get to apply for the tep (teacher education program). i get to skip the praxis I because of my act score, so that's a good thing. after fall i should, at the most, have 4 semesters left! i really hope it all goes the way it should. italy is waiting for me!!

yea, i'm here too.

I'm never good at these blog things. I don't really ever know what to say, but somehow, I was talked into it. So, here I am! i swear i'll try to post regularly. It may even be kind of interesting (but only if you like to hear be talk about school and dancing and probably a certain guy who my heart is still broken over).